journal

ok so i know i havnt done journals in a few weeks right!!!
im sure you have as well... crap. im so bad at this.
well not this, but writing stuff physically and handing it in..
So in a bid to solve all these problems i decided to make a blog journal.

i dont know... ive found once i start typing i can express myself a whole lot quicker and a whole lot more than i would or could if i was to just write it out.
Also sometimes i feel one little page in those so ever valued colorful little books doesnt even come close to what is going on in my life... and what God is doing in my life.

So....
well the last couple of weeks have been a road trip thats for sure.
ive been worked by God like no other... A few weeks back i came to a place where i was like "screw this" im done just living out life like this, im done serving just because im here, im done just living pretty much the same as i would if i had a career. I want to make the most of everything God has brought me into, so i told him that.
not long after it started coming.... fresh revelations on so much stuff in my life, a crap load of convictions i had to sort out, some huge issues with just getting over myself.
it was a suckie couple of days while this lasted.
Ive started getting up early in the mornings to go walking and just to chill out with God. its really good and for the most part i have had no troubles actually getting out of bed... i found myself even just this morning waking up and God was just on my mind... i cant remember why or what i was thinking, but i just remember just thinking about him.

anyway ive come to a point where i just want to be so saturated in him that people cant help notice! that people cant help but talk with me about him, that i cant help talk about him in every conversation.

so thats whats been going down in my life..
its been a huge couple of weeks.
and im sorry for not being diligent enough in getting this in on time!
but times are changing. ha

sweet.